The Us

You're gone
to your day
to your gay
to your lies
to your life
Whatever it is...
you are far
from me
And I
in bittersweet despair
linger to your memories
Feeling deserted
yet
carrying on
Playing the role
of a jilted lover
I was
the hero
solitary
frozing
Under the streetlight's
soft yellow glow
Trying
I was
for my life's sake
to control my anger
lurching in my stomach
Slapping myself
a million times
for not being
the wiser
I stood
dumbfounded
founded in dumbness
Suddenly
i recall
your sweet insoucient smile
and how you were
"The image of everything that caused me to sing"
Then
I smiled thinking
above all
You're woth it all.......
BLESS YOUR HEART,MINE TOO!!!